gillian carter​

Cloven Consciousness 

The Calm 

March 17, 2007 

The Conversation 

Fragments Of A Eulogy 

Dissertation #1 (Trapped) 

I Went Down With the Ship (To Save My Family) 

Distant Blue Ambiance 

(Fuck Everything) One Day I'll Die 

Between Space and Time 

The Same Landmarks That Used To Miss Us 

Spring Song 

Despondency 

The Same Misconceptions (past & present) 

Having Lost... 

Time (All That Is Left Is Fading) 

I've Been Forgotten And So Have You 

Pure Consciousness 

I've Been Forgotten And So Have You 

Recently... 

Drowning Alone 

Distant Blue Ambiance 

This Rotting Vessel Appears 

Anguish 

A Complete Disconnection 

The Storm 

Synthetic Lies 

Sinking With The Sunset 

decisions 

This Tittle Means Nothing 

Dialogue 

Sparks To The Sky 

Waking Up (Lost Ships) 

A Complete Disconnection 

Pill Sick (Becoming Negative Space) 

The Flood 

A Man Made Fear Keeping Me Here 

Hoping That There's a God 

Memoirs 

The Novelty Of Joy 

Despair 

Remembering 

Rotting 

Discouragement (Better Luck Next Year) 

Thesis Statement 

Maddening Strife 

Another Blank 

Pill Sick 

Heaving Violence 

Chapter 1